“Praise the Lord! Blessed is the man who fears the Lord, who greatly delights in his commandments! His offspring will be mighty in the land; the generation of the upright will be blessed.” Psalms 112:1-2
Today, I was feeling sorry for myself (again). I caught a cold over the weekend and my husband was away at a conference. One of the appliances in the house overheated and every noise in the night woke me up and caused a sleepless night. Wah…Wah…
I drove my daughter to school and walked her to class. It was raining and cold and I felt like I was about to pass out. A friend saw me and walked over towards me and I put my hand up and barked, “I’m sick and my husband has been out-of-town.” She gave me a concerned look and said, “feel better!”. I immediately felt guilt of not being able to force a smile. She definitely didn’t see Jesus in me in that moment.
As I was driving home, I was listening to the radio. There was a story of a 38-year-old woman who died of cancer. She wrote her own obituary before she died. In her obituary, she thanked the people in her life that she loved, she apologized to those who needed apologies and listed her joys and regrets. The D.J. said that was an amazing legacy.
Legacy? Isn’t that for Presidents, Warren Buffett or Bill Gates? However, I realized we all have a legacy. But legacies can be good or bad, so what will mine be?
My Legacy to be aligned with God’s will
For people to feel Jesus when they have an encounter with me
My writing to help people feel encouraged or at least not feel alone
I want my husband and daughter to know how much I love them.
So far…my legacy isn’t molding into what I want it to become.
When I came home from dropping off my daughter at school, I walked my dog and noticed my neighbors left their garage open. I called her to ask if I had her permission to enter the garage to close it for her. She said yes and said, “You truly are a God-send! You always watch out for us and we appreciate you so much!” I thanked her and continued on my walk. I realized that simple action is apart of my legacy.
My intent is not wanting to pat myself on the back for every little thing I do for someone. You do want to make sure you are making a difference somehow. During this election time, we see so many social injustices brought to light, like sexism, racism, and environmental disasters. There is so much you want to stop or help, it is overwhelming.
This starfish story says it best…
Lesson Learned: Develop your legacy, even if it only affects a few or a lot of people.
“Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for this life you have given me. Forgive me for relenting in first world problems and not seeing the greater picture. Help me discover, who you want me to reach in life. Show me what causes you want me to spend my time and energy on. Forgive me, when I get frustrated if I do not see the progress or appreciation in my legacy. This is all for your glory. Help me to realize that I don’t need to be wealthy or worldly powerful to make a difference. Whether the difference I make is small or large, I give you all the glory. In Jesus’ Name, AMEN!”